November 30, 2010

Even breathing hurt

Even breathing hurt
In recent years, every minute of my life in pain, and even breathing painful.
I would like to dream I miss the most people, but more thought, more than a dream.
Day working conference held in our system. I sat in the hotel lobby, waiting for students to come around the report. Just bored, a 30-year-old man came up to me to ask if this is reported everywhere. I looked up, greeted by a familiar person. Face, looks, hair, skin, height, smiling mouth rise, Man smiling eyes, dressing taste so everything is kind of familiar. But is not the people who want to dream my dreams. But then the shape and quite similar. All of a sudden, I inch chaos. Not his, but it was him. Yin and Yang apart, but to send such a person similar to me.
I miss that feeling of pity, or somewhere God is doomed?
From that moment, my eyes always turn him around, reluctant to leave, or even half a step away. Meetings these days are the happiest years of my happiest days. God he was returned to me, I can see his smile, see his teeth, that I had bought for his shirt! ! ! ! I struggled the past few years of waiting finally have the past few days short of the encounter.
Night, sleep in the bed, over and over again, can not sleep. Memories of the last desperate and my heart. I miss his smile, miss his care, miss him holding my hand sweet sleep, between your fingers seems to still remained his temperature. Work every day, I'm always standing on the balcony and saw him into the stairs, high Shenghuan him: "27,27." He always looked up, smiled proudly.Renault CAN Clip|FORD VCM IDS|VCM IDS|AD 900 key programmer|benz star 2000|Toyota tester|AK500 key programmer|Fly 100 Honda|x431|Auto Diagnostic|VCM IDS|Automotive Diagnostic|VAS 5054A|volvo vida dice|Lexia 3|Nissan consult 3 |T300 key programmer|Benz Star|FORD VCM IDS He came back from his lock into the house, see me in the kitchen apron too busy, the could not help but gently around my waist, face in my back and rubbing. Warm feeling filled the whole house. However, such a happy time was away from me, from me to hell, one day, one day, struggling in the world among themselves.
Today, the fate of the one he sent to me again. I am driven to distraction, nervous. I have lost too much, I do not want to lose. I keep asking yourself how to do. I tried everything to find his personal information. However, I lost the courage to try. Because my experience, my situation really is not qualified.
Inner is entangled.

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